Hard to believe where we are now
If there's any break worth waiting for, this is it.
Lectures, tutorials, biz canteen, biz library. The very monotonous cycle is finally broken (at least for the moment). To be honest, at the beginning I didn't understand why I found this semester harder than the previous. There wasn't the crazy accounting module to deal with. Neither was there deep stuff like business law. Then, I realised I didn't like this semester because everything is so tedious. Calculations. Math. Graphs. Yuck. No no, graphing calculator may be impressive but it didn't help much. So much for statistics and cost curves.
Now, all I wanna do is just scream because I am filled with so much joy. The exam period was far too draggy for anyone.
At times, I feel suffocated. I have friends pursuing their dreams overseas, friends taking double degrees, friends getting full CAP scores or close to full and friends knowing what they want in life and as a career. I wonder why I can't be like them. I used to be on top of everything. I knew what I wanted and got what I wanted. I walked out of every exam feeling not just great but terrific. Though I studied real hard this time, and didn't do to well for my papers, I am happy that this ordeal is over. Next semester, I am going to plan my time well and enjoy the modules I will be taking which include finance and managerial accounting (I think so). Modules that don't sound appealing. Yet, I hafta psycho myself into believing they're.
So as I am enjoying my time right now, I have many other things on my mind including getting a job... but I can't wait to hang out with all my friends from different places and spaces!
I no doubt deserve my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends. --- Walt Whitman
Okay, so I just had to post these. Nick Jonas has the perfect flawless face. He's so amazing as an artist and so gorgeous to look at!
