I'm shaking it off, I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Nick Jonas and The Administration
Who I Am. A cool song. Yes I love it. Playing now.
Alum J Gathering at Weijie's house
Can't remember the exact date
It was quite fun meeting everyone from our alum group of which some I didn't know existed. Anyway, it was a potluck style. The guys played some soccer video game. Playstation or xbox, I have no idea. I tried watching but I didn't really understand who was in possession of the ball (Basics that others usually know), so I gave up wondering who was winning and turned my attention to Weijie's little Chihuahua, Wishbone. It ain't so little as it looks. It's actually really old but still cute! I fed it some coco crunch look-a-like dog food and it was obedient towards me. Yes, dogs naturally love me. Hahaha! Then, I took some pics with the girls before we proceeded to Chevrons for a Karaoke Session.
Elvan's Birthday Surprise at his house
25 October
That's pretty much the last fun thing I did before diving into the books in preparation for finals.
I don't wanna dwell on how my finals went, so I'll just give u the before and after scenario.
Ipee01ers Cool Gang Meeting
7 December
Friends. Love.
Zhen! Bestie! :)
Gimlim being retarded self and ruining the pictureAfter finals, I met up with Zhen, Gl, Biq, Mei, Jay and Gen. It was kinda fun cus we just walked aimlessly around Suntec and Marina Square and ended up talking/gossiping/questioning each other for hours at Starbucks.
Haven't met the floorballers in ages. Time to do so.
Every Part of Me
I feel like I'm a million miles away
From myself more and more these days
I've been down so many open roads
But they never lead me home
And now I just don't know
Who I really am?
How it's gonna be?
Is there something that I can't see?
I wanna understand
Maybe I will never be
Who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Maybe who I am today
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be
Every part of me?
It's been a great year. I wouldn't wanna exchange it for anything. I've had my share of ups and downs, the people who are always by my side and those that disappoint me. But it's the bad days that allow me to appreciate the good ones that come along ever so subtly.
I guess I've been so used to having others around me. Huizhen will always be there to remind me about everything in school, pushing me on when I felt like giving up. The floorballers always brought cheer into my life. My ip friends were sturdy and strong, unselfish and caring. We were hardly competitive. We were happy for another's joy, no rivalry, just one big happy family. I don't think I could ever experience that again. The IP people are so open and hardly judgmental. It's sad that those 4 years have slipped us by. If only we could capture them for replays.
Now, I'm tired of looking for eyecandies and heartbreakers. I'm searching for something more in my life. Sem 1 is over. Sem 2's gonna be better for sure!
