Every Part of Me
I feel like I'm a million miles away
From myself more and more these days
I've been down so many open roads
But they never lead me home
And now I just don't know
Who I really am?
How it's gonna be?
Is there something that I can't see?
I wanna understand
Maybe I will never be
Who I was before
Maybe I don't even know her anymore
Maybe who I am today
Ain't so far from yesterday
Can I find a way to be
Every part of me?
It's been a great year. I wouldn't wanna exchange it for anything. I've had my share of ups and downs, the people who are always by my side and those that disappoint me. But it's the bad days that allow me to appreciate the good ones that come along ever so subtly.
I guess I've been so used to having others around me. Huizhen will always be there to remind me about everything in school, pushing me on when I felt like giving up. The floorballers always brought cheer into my life. My ip friends were sturdy and strong, unselfish and caring. We were hardly competitive. We were happy for another's joy, no rivalry, just one big happy family. I don't think I could ever experience that again. The IP people are so open and hardly judgmental. It's sad that those 4 years have slipped us by. If only we could capture them for replays.
Now, I'm tired of looking for eyecandies and heartbreakers. I'm searching for something more in my life. Sem 1 is over. Sem 2's gonna be better for sure!
