In a room of spotlights and flashlights
What an endless night
Amidst the music and the screams
He took my eyes first glimpse
As he brushed his fingers through his hair
To tell him he was so cool I couldn’t dare
When he talked I held every breath for him
The world almost never grew dim
We always argued over silly things
His favourite songs I listen and sing
Whenever things go wrong
He was my shoulder to cry on
My mind frame never changed
Till he came to rearrange
2008 saw a year of tears
I never voiced out the chasing desire
Hanging on the hopes of a star
It’s not too far from Mars
He was so beautiful to adore
Like a diamond washed up on the shore
That perfect smile and smoky eyes
Are they worth all my cries?
In this sweltering Indian summer heat
I rather the wind sweep him off his feet
Or he fall for a shooting star
Or he dream of snow white than her
She doesn’t like his songs
Can she read him for long?
She doesn’t get his humour
Nor his fav ice cream flavour
He’s the same colour as my dreams
Midnight and the streets are asleep
You call me on my cell
An indecision to tell
I turn off the ringing in this moment
And kill you with my silence
Cus you’re not the one I am dreaming of tonight
It does not feel right
And I don’t wanna lead you on
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone
These blues haunt me
This might get ugly
I scream into my pillow
It’s time to let go
I’m goin against gravity
Send me to another galaxy
Cus you will never know
And he will never know