First it was Bio. Next was Math. Both equally terrible. As consolation, at least I still have a chance to pull up the grades by preparing well for the subsequent papers. That shall be my salvation. It’s not over yet. I’m forging ahead. Besides, A levels is the ultimate judge of my fate, not prelims. Damn, I have to stop telling myself that. It’s like an excuse to do badly this time. Whatever it is, I am gonna do well for As. So much for idealism. That’s me.
It's a shame to be
so euphoric and weak
when you smile at me'
Cause your so disarming
I'm caught-up in the midst
of you and I cannot resist at all
Studying is frustrating in so many ways. I’ll tell u why.
How is it not frustrating trying to find out the angles in an argand diagram u can’t even sketch? And even if u manage to, u just end up staring at it agape and totally hate complex numbers. How is it not frustrating when u do not understand why the hell the neuron needs to overshoot in hyperpolarization or why calcium ions keep flowing in and out all over the place? How is it not frustrating when u are stuck at identifying an organic compound and hence, can’t proceed identifying the other compounds B TO Z? How is it not frustrating when u feel like a loser in H3 econs while others seem to really know what the hell is coming out from their mouths? How is it not frustrating when u try to write a GP essay with a logical structure but it ends up being really free-style and amateurish?
There are so many more reasons I do not have to list. You know what it feels like cus your brains are probably going crazy too now. We’ve gotta hang in there people. We’ll tide this over together.
The things I stuff in my brain for prelims and A Levels will be flung out once they’re over. So what’s the point of even stuffing in the first place. It’s illogical. Think about it. It is seriously a stupid thing to do. But I have to do it anyhow. Yes, please give me all the wishes I need. I promise I’ll use them well. HAHAHA!
This girl has gone crazy.
I attended R-CUBE ’08 today. And it brings back memories of my own R-CUBE. How we prepared for the event right from the start to the very day itself. How it turned out to be a huge success because of help from everyone. How lame Zhili and Justin were. The videos are hilarious. Anyway, on Friday, the floorballers hanged out together and mer’s captain surprise was undeniably fun (and spastic. What’s new?)
Do not tell me now what u really wanna say. Hold back. Just wait.
