I stared listlessly at the ceiling of the hall when the time was up. I didn’t even realize my paper had been collected. I felt like I was a cation in a sea of delocalised electrons (as in I was surrounded by so many people, too much chem makes me blog like that). Studying seems so futile. I can’t believe my organic chem knowledge wasn’t helpful in solving that one and only miserable organic chem question. So when I reached home, I slept 5 hours straight, woke up at 6.30pm. Went shopping with my mum till 11pm. I didn’t start on Bio at all. Retail therapy cheered me up. Hence, today, I was all recharged for studying Bio. Actually, it’s been easy studying Bio. I thought I wouldn’t be able to remember past chapters. However, it’s a breeze so far. But I recognise studying and taking the exam are of entirely different natures. Often, I end up doing really badly. I hate this knowledge of getting poor results. Besides, H3 econs isn’t making it better. I’m just gonna crap my way. Time’s running out, especially now SOME people wanna shift forward the date of the test. Moreover, Bio SPA is way important.
Wish me luck for everything I have yet to conquer. I can’t wait to touch my floorball stick. The feel, the grip, the friends. Wish time would pass faster, yet I wish otherwise.
So glad the tension and awkwardness are gone, that u understand what it means to be a real friend after all. And i can only thank u.
